it's been a while

Well, since i last posted i've lost two grandparents and the evens have released a new album (not in that order). i've lost friends that I cared for, but i've never lost people that i really loved before, and now i've had two die in the span of two weeks. allow me to state that death does make one ruminate on life. seriously, i know we all had those drug-induced cerebral moments in our youth where we relish in every simple epiphany, but this is different - it's very sober and somber. Hmmm... I wonder if those two words are related. Oh well ... I've decided that life is way too short and precious to spend with people you don't like or relate with well. Also, following the same principle reasons, it is too much of a treasure to waste on meaningless things. So, I'm doing some serious planning. Now, for those of you that do not know me allow me to just say that I rarely plan and when I do plan I follow through. I need a complete restructuring of life. there will be more to follow.